Anxiety
So as you all know i have a large level of anxiety. it really kicks in when alone andor around strangers.
I've been doing really well recently though.
for the last year i've been going out on my own, especially on my bike which i ride 4 times a week.
I've ridden it to lots of stores so i could do the shopping for dad :)
...unfortunately...its a long ride up hill to any stores from here.
SO, i'me learning the bus system.
My goal...SAFEWAY...I can get to IGA allot easier since i've been their by bus allot with various people.
But it doesent have allot of stuff...actually its pretty useless.
Everyday this month i've been trying to get up the nerve to get on that bus.
Problem 1) I'm terrified of buses for some unknown reason
problem 2) I can get their but i'm not so positive about how to get back XD
since i've never done it before.
TOMARROW WILL BE THE DAY I TELL YOU...of course thats what i said yesterday...
Anywho...still cleaning out the closet of doom...I found ym old phsyciatric reports that say i am severly disabled...and need anger management....but that was only grade one XD so I am not quite as insulted as i normally would be (yeeears later XD)
oops i have more to tell but dads just pulled up
ttyl
I've been doing really well recently though.
for the last year i've been going out on my own, especially on my bike which i ride 4 times a week.
I've ridden it to lots of stores so i could do the shopping for dad :)
...unfortunately...its a long ride up hill to any stores from here.
SO, i'me learning the bus system.
My goal...SAFEWAY...I can get to IGA allot easier since i've been their by bus allot with various people.
But it doesent have allot of stuff...actually its pretty useless.
Everyday this month i've been trying to get up the nerve to get on that bus.
Problem 1) I'm terrified of buses for some unknown reason
problem 2) I can get their but i'm not so positive about how to get back XD
since i've never done it before.
TOMARROW WILL BE THE DAY I TELL YOU...of course thats what i said yesterday...
Anywho...still cleaning out the closet of doom...I found ym old phsyciatric reports that say i am severly disabled...and need anger management....but that was only grade one XD so I am not quite as insulted as i normally would be (yeeears later XD)
oops i have more to tell but dads just pulled up
ttyl
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